Had a very bad night as did not take a preventive tablet before going to bed. Painkillers for acute pain were in the kitchen, so when I woke up during the night with pain, it was too late to take one. Homeopathy tablets didn't work at all. (They must be really placebo stuff.) And got out of bed with another migraine. Lovely.
Found a website which tells you acupressure points which help migraine sufferers. (Yes, am sort of desperate.) They helped a bit and felt quite fine without any unusual tension in my head during the day. Haven't had migraine during the daytime for 2-3 days. Maybe preventive tablets have started working. (Hope so.)
Just after starting feeling quite fine mentally, things happen. That's my luck. Bought 3 ice lollies at shop for all of us. My kids came home and just grabbed one ice lollie each, little G came. So, I ended up giving up mine to her. (Really wanted it!!!) Then, found that some empty packets of sweet baking ingredients in the kitchen cupboard. No, there's no mouse in this house. My kids, again. Felt sick and disappointed with them because I had told them off about this before. They don't bloody care. Sad that I can't trust them any more. Yes, and am very angry. Why are they so horrible to me and very sweet and innocent towards the others?? Needed to eat loads of chocolate for comfort. Can't be bothered if I have another migraine for eating chocolate. Am not hurting anybody, you know. Their heads won't hurt.
To avoid another disappointment, will try not to buy any sweet stuff to keep in the cupboards. With migraine walking all over me, can't take another straw.
Wish I could be all alone for a whole week, then could sort myself out mentally and physically. (Yeah, am dreaming about it. That's all I can do.)
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