Unbelievable...

1: Yes, am still alive. So, please stop crying in despair for finding this post. You are not lucky enough yet.

2: On the way from a shop this morning, walked past a man on a foot path. That's nothing unusual, of course. But strangely my heart missed a beat as found him sooooooooo attractive. Don't know who he was. Not sure if have seen him before. Well, he was not a typical "handsome" type. To some people's eyes, he would just look scruffy (not dirty or unclean) and moody a bit. But somehow he looked gorgeous and am still talking about him, which probably proves my stupidity. But it's so strange. Mean, usually don't find anybody attractive only by their appearances. Usually their reactions through some kind of communications or something other than what can be seen have to come with the appearances, you know. But this time I just walk past him and found him incredibly nice. Probably need a psychiatrist.

3: One more thing. A couple of days ago, was told by my friend that I sounded a kind of "cute" in my email!!! Nearly died to read such a comment because it was the very first time in my life of bloody long 34 years that anybody mentioned "cute" about something to do with me!! Reread my email and found the "cute" part rather comical and stupid, actually. But am still in shock to hear the comment... My friend is now afraid of being stoned to death by calling me "cute". But can't throw anything in such a long distance, so a life is spared. But won't forget about this.