It must be a flu that I've been suffering from. A book says that you feel as if being run over a truck repeatedly and it takes you time to recover when you have a flu. Am still feeling ill even though can manage everyday chores. Went out only on Saturday morning to the nearest shop to get newspaper and a loaf of bread. No more fresh vegetable/fruit left in this house. So, am like a bird snacking on nuts, seeds and dried fruits.
Annoyed with my girls too much yesterday and today. They seemed to let their frustration out of their body and to get their childish selfishness back once they saw me out of bed. They kept having a go at each other and were like bitchy meerkats on BBC2. Horrible. They seemed to have forgotten or not to care that their mother was still ill. Ended up ranting at them like Hitler in "Downfall". Strangely had enough energy for that. (You see, you shouldn't annoy me or argue with me unless you want to be hit back badly!)
Have to go out tomorrow for necessary tasks which I was supposed to do last Monday. Everything is one week behind. Of course am not happy but have to do them instead of lying on a sofa, because nobody else does. It's not me who stay in bed until feeling 100% again, you know. I felt that I had to do something on Saturday, so even with less than half the usual energy I got rid of many unused stuff to make more room in the small kitchen. Felt great.(Finally) realised that am not a delicate princess who is well looked after, but just a servant girl who would be more likely to die of exhaustion later in life. Oh well, that's life.
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